Okay so those of you who don’t know, I have been really sick and getting progressively worse and worse for like two, three weeks now.
Today feel so tired and sick that breathing is so exhausting it’s almost painful. I still have to go to work in an hour and pretend everything is okay until i come back home and collapse to bed.
This is the first time I’m seriously looking forward to go the doctor’s to get my blood taken and finally getting to know what is wrong with me. Just one more day, I have to survive one more day.
I was bullied in elementary school for my looks and slowly started to agree with the bullies, I wasn’t able to call myself other than hideous until I was 18, I desperately hated the way I looked and tried to hide all of my imperfect features from the world, I was insecure about my appearance even when I started feeling slightly better about myself …
… and now I have got over 90 notes on a set of pictures with my face in all of them, wearing a style I wasn’t sure anyone except for me would like. It feels really nice. It’s a gigantic middle finger to all of my insecurities and painful memories from elementary school. And anyone who would call me ugly.
So thank you. :)
I’m out of contacts and the only ones left are the ones for the Judge and I have to wear those for makin a finger wave on my hair so there you have it.
I did it I don’t have to go to my psychiatrist anymore she said I’m alright I’m so happy 4 years of terror and it’s overrr
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I made a teddy bear for mom for Christmas and I feel so fucking proud of that I mean look at it holy crap look at my none existent experience with making plushies
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I didn’t even tell you guys that the boss of the costume crafting agency was very fond of my cosplays and promised me a job there after the new year! Great! And I can still keep the one in the theatre! It means no college for at least like 3 years but hey, at least I’ll have tons of experience in the field?